So I have decided to use this blog not only for something to look back on about my kids but for me as well. I am going to start using it sort of like a journal...writing about things I am struggling with, either with the kids or personally or amazing things that might have happened in my life. I know some of you do this already and I'm jumping on the bandwagon!
Today my heart was spoken to, not in an "eye-opening" way (because I already knew these things about myself) but in a convicting way. At LBC today the lesson was on God's amazing love. WOW, Kayren did a fantastic job delievering the message God wanted us hear! Thank you so much Kayren!!! Many things she talked about rang true in my own life. I too have major struggles with anger, which leads to yelling, which is all coming from impatience. I was reading Kayren's blog and man does she just write like it is! We are all struggling mommies and wives, and we are all (at least I hope) striving to be SOLD OUT for Christ.
So as a warning, sometimes I might blog just because sometimes it feels good to get the conversations I have in my head out. Don't feel like you need to read it but hopefully it can be encouraging to some to feel God's love and strength through my words. Not by a long shot will I get it right all the time and sometimes my words might not even make sense to you, and that's ok, but hey we are all sinners battleing Satan. But thanks be to God who covers us all with his grace because of Jesus' blood!!
Ephesians 3:17-19 "..so that Christ may dwell in your hearts through faith. And I pray that you,
being rooted and established in love, may have power, together with all the saints,
to grasp how wide and long and high and deep is the love of Christ, and to know that this love surpasses knowledge-that you may be filled to the measure of all the fullness of God."
I ask that you pray for me as I openly (which is very hard for me) struggle, to grasp God's love for me, and to really live (not just telling myself I will) not for myself, but for God and to bring God glory each and every day.